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Friday, February 24, 2017
Once in a lifetime
Friday, February 10, 2017
Suddenly
Suddenly. It is a word that can be use when something occur without you planning it. It can be a memory, person and even a feeling.
Miss. It is a word with a 2 meanings. One is when you missed your chance to do something and another is an emotion of longing towards someone.
Lately yeah, suddenly my mind were invaded by the old person and i am overwhelmed with the feeling of missing him. She has been asking me "have you truly moved on?" and i have been asking "Do i truly let go?". The answers to it may be yes or no, even i cannot be so sure. They say to let go something that you once truly love is never an easy thing to do. Letting go doesn't mean you stopped things. It means slowly you are learning to accept the fact that whether it's meant to be or not, your heart can still make it forward,just like that song "my heart will go on" by Celine Dion.
Sunday, January 29, 2017
One step at a time :)
A 13 years old girl that has a very low self esteemed. If I were to meet my old self that 13 years old girl, i would tell her that don't change whatever you are doing now, experienced it all the bad and good things in life at that time, keep all those good and bad memories with you. No regrets, live your life that way because all the things that you experienced at that time will make the future you strong and wise. Patience, remember that your name itself do brings good vibes in your life and always remained patience going through the future just like your name. Don't worry in the next 2 years that light of revelation will finally come upon you and at that time too just go with the flow. Though you might not end up with all the things that you have planned on but trust me, it will be just fine, things will go just fine. Your dreams actually came true though in a different way. Just believe in whatever you are believing in at that time, along the time you will know what is it that you truly like and what kind of person you truly are. Take time slowly to learned the lessons that your life will gave to you in the future.
Now the present me also wanted to say the same thing to the future me. I wonder what will become in the next 10 years to come but i don't want to really ponder upon it because i want to just live the best i can for now and grab all the good opportunities for the future me as well. I don't know what the future holds but i'm sure whatever i am doing right now is also for the better future of me too. No regrets, i tend to keep living out my life that way. Good or bad, I will take it all with an open heart and believe that no matter what, i have my family with me and most of all Allah swt is always there right from the beginning guiding me. :)
Thursday, October 6, 2016
Differences
Tuesday, August 30, 2016
Hello!
Sunday, December 14, 2014
:)
*sigh* life as an University student is tiring. I'm exhausted since these few weeks will be the last weeks before this semester ends. So many research papers, proposals and presentations that i need to get done with. I seriously can't wait for this semester to end T.T
i do realize that lately i've been a bit grumpier than ever..haha that's not good. Some peoples life's are a bit different than the others i guess. To say that i hate money or wealth, that's not it. I guess i tend to distance myself from the people that i find a little bit different from me. That is also a bad thing to do right? *sigh* i don't really know about myself lately.. It's like i'm becoming someone that is not me or someone that i never know exist in me.. I think these are all caused by the assignments and stress here..yeahh i think it is.
Tchh well nevermind that. I guess i should stop now. I still need to finish some of my assignments. Well, i'll update soon whenever i feel like it. :)
p/s: owh and silly, stay safe and healthy wherever you might be..ILY <3 :="" nbsp="" p="">3>