Felt Like Crying today ~.~

Today without any reason,i just felt like crying...those kind of feelings like a pain inside u're heart but you just couldn't figure out the reasons for u to felt that way..



i want to cry and let it all out..let this burden and pain inside my heart go for a while..but..seems like i just couldn't to do it...and there again,i keep it deep inside my heart again and the pain keeps getting stronger..
why heart?? what's wrong with you?? is there anything wrong that's happening?? and my heart saying that "i don't know why? i just couldn't find the reason for me behaving this way..."

what i want right now,i don't even know what i want right now.even if i do,could i have it here with me?no,it's impossible...there are just so many things on my mind right now but the strongest one is that this one person..


“When someone cries so hard that it hurts their throat, it is out of frustration or knowing that no matter what you can do or attempt to do can change the situation. When you feel like you need to cry, when you want to just get it out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside - that is true pain. Because no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to, you can't. That pain just stays in place. Then, if you are lucky, one small tear may escape from those eyes that water constantly. That one tear, that tiny, salty, droplet of moisture is a means of escape. Although it's just a small tear, it is the heaviest thing in the world. And it doesn't do a damn thing to fix anything.” 
― Chase Brooks, Hello, My Love 2: First Love Deserves a Second Chance

huuhhhhhhh...i wish to just cry and let it out but i just couldn't..there's only one thing that i can do and that is just laugh and smile..somehow it just turned out to be that way..instead of crying,i end up smiling..guess the tears and the pain still want to remain inside there..fine,go ahead..maybe because the time is not suitable yet.."heart,is it because of there are too many people here??".."yes,it's because there too many people and i couldn't let it all out for now..,so can you bear it for now??"..."okay,i will try to bear it for a little while..".

“If you've never eaten while crying you don t know what life tastes like.” 
― Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

“Weeping is not the same thing as crying, It takes your whole body to weep, and when it`s over, you feel like you don`t have any bones left to hold you up.” 
― Sarah Ockler, Twenty Boy Summer

The sorrow which has no vent in tears may make other organs weep.  ~Henry Maudsley

Let your tears come.  Let them water your soul.  ~Eileen Mayhew

Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water.  ~Antoine Rivarol

Let your tears flow and where they go, let your sorrows follow.  ~Dodinsky