Long time No see ...

i know that i haven't update anything in this blog for like months or weeks you could say .. yea yea i know i know . it's just that there are so many things happened and i'm kind of busy with the assignments and trust me , this semester's subjects that i'm taking seriously hard .. requires a lot of reading , research and writing in it .. well, yeah one of the reasons why i suddenly write this tonight is because i suddenly feel unsure about myself .. these past few days i'd be sad and cry whenever i think about IT .. Am i doing the right thing ? am i heading to the right place and destiny ? am i loving the right person for me ? am i waiting for the right person ? those are the things that lingered in my mind ... Huhhh but still , no matter how wrong i know it is, still i hope that it's the right thing for me to do .. no matter how hard and painful it is , still i want to continue doing it ..and no matter how impossible it is for me , still i want to believe that is is possible for me .. I am sure is greedy right ?? i bet i am .. but no matter how wrong it is for me , there's always something that kept telling me that it is the right thing for me .. :) weird right ? haha that's just me i guess and no one can change it for sure .. once i'm opt for it , nothing can stop me .. once i've start believe in it , i'll keep on believe in it forever ..