Once in a lifetime

Recently i officially become 23 years old. 22nd of February will always be my favorite date. Truth to be told, I am truly grateful for this year. On that very day I received another one achievement not only for myself but it is also a gift that i able to give to my parent, my family. For a two special things to occur in life at the same time is not something that can pass by easily, therefore for me it is something that can happened once in a life time. You just never know when it will happen again right?  For this year celebration also i am touched by the love and wishes given by my family and friends. Honestly, i am not expecting anything at all.. They do surprised me with so many thoughts. Knowing that this will be the last time for us being here in the university saddened me a lot. This will be our last semester together and after that everyone will go walking on their own path. I know that i was never the best person in conveying or expressing my love for people around me, but they will always be there in my mind and heart. I know that the separation is nearing but whatever time that i have to spend with these precious people, I'll be sure to appreciate it and hoping that it will stay just for a little longer. Dear god, thank you for blessing me with so many great things in life and love. The journeys and the experiences so far has been great to me. I know there will be more to come and I hope that you will ease it for me and keep on guiding me. 💖

Suddenly

Suddenly. It is a word that can be use when something occur without you planning it. It can be a memory, person and even a feeling.

Miss. It is a word with a 2 meanings. One is when you missed your chance to do something and another is an emotion of longing towards someone.

Lately yeah, suddenly my mind were invaded by the old person and i am overwhelmed with the feeling of missing him. She has been asking me "have you truly moved on?" and i have been asking "Do i truly let go?". The answers to it may be yes or no, even i cannot be so sure. They say to let go something that you once truly love is never an easy thing to do. Letting go doesn't mean you stopped things. It means slowly you are learning to accept the fact that whether it's meant to be or not, your heart can still make it forward,just like that song "my heart will go on" by Celine Dion.