~ Undertsanding Is Important ~

Understanding is really important in our life and also in any relationship. without understanding, everything will   be complicate and end up with a conflict..In a relations, we need to understand our partner well, isn't it tired if we are always arguing or fighting with our partner?? or maybe our partner do get tired or bored if we kept on being the one who like to start an arguments.. Like i said, both side should always try to understand each other. We can argue or have problems sometimes within the relationship but do not frequently..So,try to understand your partner and don't always try to pick up a fight with him or her.. :)

As for myself, i understand the one that i love well.. I know that sometimes thing would get rough but if we being patient and understanding, we will realize that we do not love that person because of his perfection but because of his imperfection..when you accept that person whole-heartedly, that's when you know what true love means.. True love doesn't mean that you wanting him, it means that you needing him in your life so that your life could be perfect and it doesn't mean that you should have him because sometimes you gotta let him go to the one he loves... Praying and hoping for the one we loved to be happy even if we are not part of it, that's True Love to me..Of course it's painful, but hey, if you truly love him, his happiness is enough to make you happy..

When you love someone

And you've done all you can do

Then you set them free 

And if that love is true

It will all come back to you

I've let him go so many times, but he's always find a way back to me again..the person that i cherish, M.S.C.P :)

~ Busy Weeks ~

well,lately i haven't got the time to update my blog..i'm just too busy with the exam preparation..yup,tomorrow is my examination day..eventhough i only sit for one paper but still it's not easy to pass..i really hope this time i could do much better..sheeesshh,tomorrow will be my last day too at the CFS for Sem2. Then,after two weeks we'll start with the 3rd Sem..I don't want to repeat any subject next sem so i'm hoping to get exit this sem..well and yea i just check my timetable for next sem and "WHAT??" i'm in section 1 ?? Noooo.... i wanna stick with the section3 :( ..i don't know whether i can be okay or not with the others from Sec1.. I hope they are friendly enough so that it will be easier for me to make friends with them but, i don't we'll just see how it turn.. So, two weeks of holiday, what would i do during that?? going on a vacation maybe..yup, i just couldn't wait for it..i have planned it with mom and hope that it will be great.. For now, i don't want to think about what will going to happen in Sem3 or how my life would be..I will enjoy my life and just go with the flow..yea don't want to burden myself with a trivial things..

Tomorrow, i will do my very best on the exam..and please, please i want to get an exit..next sem i just want to focus on the core courses and other courses like computer and arabic.. Amin...

~ Teach Me ~

Teach me so that i can ,

Be the one that you love ,

So that i could have it ,

That great and unusual feelings ,

About you and me...

I hope you understands ,

For everything I ask for ,

Because you're the light of my life ,

That will light my nights and my path...

Only you can ,

Only you know ,

Only you understands ,

Everything that I want...

[ teach me how to love you,silly... ]

All of these,
 Might happen to me ,
Someday...

Only you can love me...

Only you can ,

Only you know ,

Only you understands ,

Everythimg that I want...

So, teach me how to love you...

~ When You Love Someone ~

When you love someone

And you love them with your heart

And it doesn't disappear if you're apart

When you love someone

And you've done all you can do

Then you set them free 

And if that love is true

When you love someone

It will all come back to you

And through it all

I still have no regret

Just promise me

You never will forget 

and if that love of yours returns back, that means that it is really meant for you to have it..it's truly yours :)

15th December 2012

there's nothing much on todays post. Now it's already 2.50 a.m and i'm still awake. In todays post i just want to write about how i feels right now..It's more like a diary for myself. I love this date actually, 15th December..next week Saturday will be 22nd December right. Hurmmm,seriously,loving someone is not easy especially when u're still not sure if he'll be yours someday.. Today i got to know something new about him :)
I can say that he's a stupid person sometimes.. I don't know,eventhough there is something about him that sometimes i wish would be different,still i accept him for who he is now..sometime i do feel like i might never have the chance to be with him but sometime it turns out to be the other way..sheeshh,i just don't know and keep getting confuse about it. Can we really fit together? Can he accept me just the way i am like i accept him for who he really is? Can i at least get to feel the feelings of becoming someone important in a person life? What if one day,he's not going to be the one for me to be with? Can i face that reality? Can i try to love someone else when he's the only one  i've known? It's funny and silly right. I can never imagine if that would've happen someday .. I'm such a coward i guess..Afraid of getting hurt but why should i because i'm already risking and gambling my heart for someone that  i never knew whether both of us can be together one day.. Can i really have him in my life ? these are all the things that i'm still questioning for the answers...

~ My Favourite Quotes Of ' I MISS YOU' ~

                       * Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love. *

                        ~ I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you ~

             *When I see your smile, and I know it’s not for me, that’s when I’ll miss you *

          ~ Love is missing someone whenever you’re apart,
                                              but somehow feeling warm inside because you’re close in heart. ~

                                 * Absence makes the heart grow fonder *

 ~ If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~

   * Cause I love you and I miss you, hearing your voice is the closest thing to touching you. *

      ~ Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too. ~ 

            * The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. *

               ~ You may be out of my sight… but never out of my mind… I Miss You! ~

* When I miss you, I don’t have to go far … I just have to look inside my heart because that’s where I’ll find you. *

~ IMYSM, M.S.C.P ~

~ 12.12.2012 ~

It's a nice date isn't it.A lot of people were hoping to find a lover on that date..Even i didn't expect that this date will actually meant something to me because on this date i actually confess and reveal the identity of my M.S.C.P to my roommates.It true that i am such a secretive person.I never tell anyone about my problems or even my life.It's not that i don't want to share it with anyone,it's just that hard for me to trust a person 100 percent to listen to my story because i'm afraid that they might not understand what i feel. It's true that my bestfriend is my own sister.she understand me better than anyone else do.I share every secrets that i have with her and whenever i feel lost,she will give me the words that gives me the courage back to never give up with my dreams..Like i said,no one know who is my M.S.C.P really is except for my sisters.Even my friends ask me the identity of him,i'll still keep it a secret.But today,three of my roommates finally know the person that i love and cherish so much.It's not an easy decision for me to make to tell them about him because i wonder whether they could understand what i feels and my situation is.Somehow,i feel relieve sharing it with them.we were all crying at 1 a.m in the morning..I don't know how they take it after listening to my story,but i hope that they wouldn't judge me about it..Thinking about him only has already lighten up my day..I'll end up smiling like an idiot..goshhh,sometimes i do get tired with it but no matter how hard it is for me,i still couldn't let it go..like a fool,that's me `-`

~ It's Only Love ~

Actually there is this one korean song i heard by 김민우-사랑일 뿐야..I just love the song and tried searching the translation lyrics for that song but i couldn't find it anywhere..it's okay,i'll keep searching for it until i found it..so, since there are no translation for that song i'll just have to write something that can relate with my post tittle's right?..

Hurmm, ' It's Only Love ' , what does it mean actually, there are lots of meanings that we can see from it and depends on the person itself. As for me, I think  the meaning is the only one love that we have for someone who is really important in our life..that 'only one love' we can only have once in a life time..it can never be experience for many times. there must always be someone that can change our life becoming much better than we used to have right?.sometimes,there are people who are lucky enough to be with that person, but there are also people who aren't that lucky enough to be with that person who change their life..But hey,maybe that's the best right? who would've known whom we might end up with in our life, right. Even i don't know whom i might end up with..I always pray that it's going to be him,the one whose change my life but still it's in God's hand to determine everything.. What i know now is that i'm really happy with my life and what i have. Regrets?? No, i don't have anything to regret with and InsyaAllah, every decisions that i'll made in the future won't left me with any regrets.. :)

I Honestly Love You :)

There is a one song that really captivate my heart.. It was sung by Olivia Newton-John...for those who haven't heard this song before, you should try listen to it.


Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know

I love you
I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you should realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head

I love you
I honestly love you

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you've got the chance to say

I love you
I honestly love you

If we both were born
In anoother place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this

I love you
I honestly love you
I honestly love you...M.S.C.P :)

11th December Is A One Day Holiday for me ;)

well today is a one day holiday because of our Sultan Selangor's Birthday. so today my schedule is hanging out my roommates at Wendy's then go to Sushi King. sheeeshh,again i'm eating right..haha i guess that's all i know. well, i think that it's much better to spend our money on foods rather than on stuffs that's not beneficial to us..right? I also realize that lately i have been updating my blog like everyday except for the weekends because during that time i'll be busy spending time with my family. I was thinking about making this blog as my diary or journal..how's that? but i'm still not sure about it, we'll just see how it goes. maybe right now i do have that time because i'm not that busy with the class since it's a short semester but i'm sure that i don't even have the time to relax if i'm in the long semester next year. But still, InsyaAllah i will try to find the time to update this blog..even if it's not for other people but atleast it is for me.

New Spot For Me :)

Well today i found a great spot for me to hang out and writing something for the blog. It's also suitable for me to study, well of course because it wouldn't be call as a study room if it's not for studying purpose.. know what, i just really love the view here. i can see the sky with the clouds as much as i like too.. it is very pretty especially in the evening where the i can see the sun's setting down :)..there are not many people came here for sure. I really need a fresh air and new environment to study or just to relax.. I don't want to stuck inside the room for all the time because it was so boring there..Only if my roommates and i were talking or gossiping new stuffs,then it is fun.. Yea i know that every one in that room were busy with their own things but still we're closed with each other.. Looking at the sky right now while listening to I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz seriously makes me thinking about my M.S.C.P ..

Hummmpphh :[ i just seriously, deadly missing him right now..i wonder how can i fall in love soo badly with him..what is it that he has until i become like this..seriously he's different from the other. thinking about him can make me smile or even laugh by myself. I wish he knew what i felt for him,but i don't know.. what can i do right now is to never give up for what i have for him and let God do his work to make this work between me and him :) ..it doesn't mean that i didn't do nothing,of course i did something and that is to study hard so that i can be a successful person,have a good job,earn a lot of money,be a good daughter to my parents and of course be a loyal servants to my creature and as long as i believe that God will grant my wish,then he will..

THAT WOMAN-BAEK JI YOUNG

    One woman loves you.

That woman loves you wholeheartedly.

She follows you around like a shadow everyday,

That woman is laughing and crying.

Just How..How much more do I have to gaze at you alone.

This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.

If I continue this way, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer..a little more..

If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.

I who love you am next to you now.

That woman is crying.

That woman now is very careful

Therefore, to learning a method of smile

Even can not talk with best friend … too much

So the woman’s heart is always crying

So that woman…is loving you…

Such a fool. Because it is such a fool

can you hug me?

I also want to be loved, my dear

Day by day in my heart, only in my heart…

just like this calling you

That woman, is still in your side

That woman… is me, do you know ?

Or You know it but still act this ?

You really do not know,because you´re a big fool …

Just How..How much more do I have to gaze at you alone.

This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.

If I continue this way, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer..a little more..

If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.

I who love you am next to you now.

That woman is crying.

~ He May Not My 1st, But Hope That He'll Be My Last Love ~

Today i open my facebook to check the latest update from my friends,then suddenly my eyes stops at this one picture of someone that once used to make my heart fluttered..from what i see,i bet that he's doing just fine..good then. People always said that you can never hate your first love because they're was once exist in your heart..i don't really know what i felt whenever i saw his new picture, but it is surely not Love..it's okay right..let he live his life the way that god has planned for him and let me live my life the way that god has planned for me as well.. actually i am happy with my life right now. there's nothing that i want to ask more for now..i'm really grateful for what i have. i may not be perfect and pretty or even popular but that's good for me because it shows that GOD are protecting me from all the bad things. And if it wasn't for that,maybe i'll never get to realize the real person that GOD has planned for me to love right now.. It's been three years for me loving him and i hope that this feeling won't fade away and i will continue to love him for the rest of my life..InsyaAllah :)

Dear M.S.C.P ,wait for me for another few years..hope that soon we'll get to meet..i will always pray to God for you to be mine one day and also pray for your happiness and safety anywhere u might be..

~ ILYMSCP ~

~ Eat..Eat..Eat...~

well as you all see my tittle for my post today is EAT.. after i got into the university i realize that i really love to eat a lot of food..i love trying new food..these are the food that i have try for sure..heeehhee

all of these food are my favourite..yumm yumm..Insyaallah i will try variety of foods in the future :)..i just love to eat..haha and it's good to have a friend that loves to eat too...huhu posting this pictures surely makes me hungry  >.< can't wait to eat POPEYE this friday..their coleslaw and mashed-potato seriously the best that i ever had in my life. :) can't wait..yumm yumm

~ Favourite Quotes ~

~ “Dreams are like stars...you may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny.” ~

   ~   “I haven't a clue as to how my story will end. But that's all right. When you set out on a journey and night covers the road, you don't conclude the road has vanished. And how else could we discover the stars?” ~

                                 ~   “We can't all be stars, but we can all twinkle”  ~

  ~       “We came together underneath the stars above. What started out as liking soon developed into love. I sense a certain something that, in my heart, felt so true that I knew I waited all my life to fall in love with you.”   ~

 ~ “Good friends are like stars.... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there” ~

WHETHER YOU LOVE WHAT YOU LOVE

OR LIVE IN DIVIDED CEASELESS

REVOLT AGAINST IT

WHAT YOU LOVE IS YOUR FATE

— from "Guilty of Dust" by Frank Bidart .....